Congratulations!

And I got silver for the first time in my napfa test. :)

Grudge

Im a guy that never shows hate, tantrum, attitude towards a person. But I keep grudges to the certain someone. Tell me? Is that bad. I tried to change, but always fails. Maybe that just me. The reason I blog is because not just for fun. Especially for the word grudge. I remember someone, which I really damn, always think between us will never solve. Always enemies. Which,, i dont know why. Till now. Remembering you is the reason why I leave that place. A place which I really love. How I wish im back training with my friends there. Really, I miss them. But because of you, I aint. Why? Cos im tired of seeing your face.
Im really stupid and shouldnt have been afraid of you. All those years, I tried to impress you. In what ways I try, still the result still the same. So it true, ive been damn by you. At first. Really hate seeing your face. What worse? working in the same building? what the hell?.
I remember what you did to my friend. You wracked her. You force it like how you wish her leg broke into two. You think I dont know what your intention?. And when she cries, You laugh. How dare you?. Your such a dirt. So what your hot? Doesnt wows me anyways.
If I were to come back one day. This time, I wish to see you. And this time, no more grudges.
Let face..

Sugus Goreng. hahahaha

8 more weeks than to my exam. relaxxx. study smart now. not gonna be like last time. study the shit out! and end up the result is the same. lesson learn bebe.

3 weeks of holidays has ended. And here I am back to school later on. More concerntrate and focus to math. The rest i will talk later. 

okays, what news? there is news. I knew if I quit ljs, my kitchen gonna suffer for it. Cos if I do, trouble for him. So I made a prank with him. ask my friend to make stories to him that I wanna quit. It was totally funny when he starts to stress and this. But it okay. It wass funny. And the reason i stop prank-ing him is because he apologies if he keep on disturbing me when asking why I wanna quit. I feel bad in the end. But yeah, friend, that is just my temporary job ya'know. Im going to retire soon. So maybe that just a warm up. To see how you react. work with you soon kithen mate. adios~

SAYA MACHO TAK?. MACHO KAN? DAH DIAM.

I hate myself sometimes. why im like this? why?. is there any other ways to feel better? why must I go back to the history?.